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I love my job. I love my job alot, it's just sometimes people just drive me nuts. With my busy work schedule and my upcoming stressful school semester I've decided that it's absolutely necessary for me to make time for myself. I need to write, a lot more. I'm not trying to be egotistical, but it's what I was meant to do. I'm just not that kind of person that wants to put all their eggs in once basket which is one of the reasons I'm planning on becoming a psychiarist. I want to be able to live my life and write without having to worry if I'm going to be able to pay my bills. But anyway, I'm going to write and read things that aren't assigned more.
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[07 Jul 2008|04:58pm] |
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I so rarely update this thing, but maybe I'll start now. Anyway, here are some major things that have happened since our last little brief update.
I went to Towson for about a week [in the fall] before I had to have my gallbladder removed. I hated the school anyway.
I got a tattoo
I got a new car (her name is Bee)
I was accepted to Notre Dame and in their honor's program. I'll be going there in fall with over $13,000 in scholarships (I'm really proud of myself, I worked super hard)
I'm the assistant manager at the Daily Grind. May not be the most important job in the world, but I like it.
I think that's it for now, maybe I'll update later.
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[09 Jan 2008|10:54pm] |
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I may not be indigo
But I'm some hue of blue Cobalt
I feel it vibrating through my veins
heaps draining through my heart
just to repeat the programed process
to fabricate conformity I may not be indigo
But I'm some hue of blue Cerulean
I drown in sweet-faced silence
words wasted wandering
just to effortlessly sulk
to a pleasant smile I may not be indigo
But I'm some hue of blue Ultramari
ne
I'm not simple nor complicated
constricting pieces of pulse
for a cause; but for
nothing but myself I may not be indigo
But I'm some hue of blue
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i feel like i'm drowning.
but worse.
you know when you're inthe ocean and your swimming, minding your business, being a good ocean go-er, not peeing it in and not swimming out far enough to disrupt any ecosystems? that moment when the tide sucks you under and for a moment, your stuck under the water, you can't breathe, you can't see, and for a moment, you are thrashing under the water trying to do something. the moment before you drown... that's where i was f ew months ago. thrashing about to save some glimpse of sanity to feel<b>okay</b> but that's not happening.
and just like that person who got stuck under and thrashed about loses consciousness and stops thrashing, stops fighting the water in their lungs, stops trying to keep from letting the tide pull you deeper, i've stop trying. i just don't care anymore. i just don't feel like trying anymore. it's pointless and has gotten me pretty much no where. i have to get help but no one wants to help me.
i've never felt more alone. never.
and i hate it, and i'm tired of feeling like this.
i'm dragging myself through each day and wearing so thin. i can't take this.
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[26 Feb 2007|02:52pm] |
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i so rarely post in here that it's hard to catch up on whats new. let's see...i won a poetry award from poetry.com...they actually sent me a little metal and all. it was kinda cute. anyway, i got a new job. i'm a barista at the daily grind ;D i've always wanted to work at a coffee shop so this is awesome. [ i have no idea why i've always wanted to work at one i just always have so suck it ] lumy, my lovely car, broke down and i had to pay $630 to fix it. GRR. I may be getting a laptop mid-march so that's cool. i'll probably update this dealy more if that goes through. WOO. um...i can't think of anything else..<3
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[19 Jan 2007|09:37pm] |
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Something I wrote a few months ago for my creative writing class. I think it's decent. Tell me what yoooou think. ;D
WOO!
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i'm directing the vagina monologues at CCBC essex. ;D
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it has been over a year and a half. over a year and a half since we haven't been friends. a year and a half since i've heard anything true about your life from your lips. i, was wrong, am wrong, and am eternally wrong. and you, won't read this. but that's okay. no one will probably read this, and that too, is alright. i, don't try to help people anymore. and i, have realized that no matter your intentions, my advice is always received but not acknowledged and unappreciated. and i, have realized that i have made no difference in your life. and all the things i wished for you (i.e. happiness and to graduate college in psychology, to not become a drug addict or alcholic and to find someone who respected you without substances) will never come true. and that despite my effort, my utterly useless time and energy, none of those things will ever be. you, will keep your vices and probably kill yourself with them. and i, like always, will remain the bad-guy, the mother who worries to much, the one who wronged you. and that is hard to accept. that is hard to get over.
that's all.
i dwell, bite me.
you won't read this, but if you do...i don't know. sorry i guess.
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[20 Jun 2006|09:31pm] |
an update is LONG overdue.
lets see. here are some general updates.
i've gained TONS of weight.
i now work for my aunt and uncle, again.
i'm going to bethany beach for my birthday
my cousin patty got married, i was a bridesmaid.
did i mention i gained lots of weight?
i set up my appointment to get my license for july 8,2006
than i'm buying a car.
eep. i'm a little nervous.
and i think it's gonna rock though.
so um.
yeah
i can't really think of anything else.
have a lovely night.
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[26 May 2006|05:49pm] |
| You Are Cyclops | 
Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause.
You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them.
Power: force beams from your eyes |
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[13 May 2006|01:49pm] |
Anyone know of anyone selling a decent car for $2,000?
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[12 Apr 2006|11:40pm] |
i haven't updated in forever.
i work at lowes now, i quit the maritime museum because i didn't like it and everything i owned was starting to smell like the ship. lowes pays better and is closer to me. plus i have more hours, & better training.
once i get my car i'm gonna be like a hardcore mary kay lady. that is if i ever get a car. i sent out my york application & talked to mrs. from from TCHS about sending my transcripts. she's such a sweetheart.
i'm on spring break, and it's officially the worst spring break ever. i have done NOTHING except work. i might hang out with shell on monday and i'm going shopping with megan on saturday after work.
that is sad.
i have two friends.
two! ugh.
:-x
oh well.
that is all.
by the way,
i'm doing great @ essex, awesome grades and all..
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[26 Feb 2006|12:22pm] |
i don't think i've professed my love for tea lately. I LOVE TEA. TEA TEA TEA. Especially rasberry tea with sugar cubes. lol
anyway. i've been such a bum lately! all I did this weekend was sit on the couch & watch T.V. Isn't that sad? I'm going to the movies with shell tonight, that'll be fun. I wish I would have had a more accomplished weekend. I did have a very accomplished Friday though, which was nice. I quite gallaghers. I don't know if that's in my last entry. Broke my heart to do it, but school comes first and working there would have gotten in the way of school.
so i'm the president of the rainbow club. which makes my life. w00t. i want to get into some other clubs and all. I think they'd be neat but also because of applying to other colleges and all.
I'm going to try to get an adoptive Mary Kay director so I can go to meetings closer to home. That way I'll be even more like MARYKAYYAY! Lol. ♥andi'mspent.
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[23 Jan 2006|01:57pm] |
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w00t. so i went to my eye appointment today and found out that the awesome people scheduled me for the wrong day. i KNOW i didn't schedule it for thursday because it's more difficult for me to go that day. ERG. anyway, then i went over to the avenue and took elseys sweater back. I bought shell's cat a little something cause shes sick & got my pets some stuff. Then i was going to go to a movie but loews wasn't open yet so i went into barnes and nobles and read the book " when i knew" it's all about when people/people's parents knew they were gay.it's a cute little book. it's not very little though. i went to loews again to see if they were open & of course they weren't. so i went to AC moores and gathered stuff for my honeybee's valentines day gift. it's gonna be really cute i know she'll adore it :) she's perfect. i miss her ;x i just bought my books for essex. w00t classes in one week, i'm kind of excited.
i think i pulled some muscles yesterday ;x
♥
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[10 Jan 2006|03:59pm] |
guess who has business cards.
LINDSEY DOES.
does anyone want a facial?! ♥!
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[08 Jan 2006|10:43pm] |
classes:
8:00-8:55 Speech 101 DAB
9:05-10:00 Psychology 101 DBA Perkins Jr, R
10:10-11:05 English 101 DCC Rompf, K
11:15-12:10 Women's Studies 101 DDA Codd, V
1:25-2:50 Spanish 101 DFI Harrigan, P.
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yeah okay, so it's definately been forever since i updated this.
i'm a mary kay consultant, buy from me at http://www.marykay.com/lindseyshanklin
anyway. for those of you whom i'm exchanging gifts with....here's a list.
- gift cards to places like ikea, pier one, kirklands, etc.
- gift cards to places like walmart, target, or kmart
- gift cards to popular restuarants (not just located in baltimore, i'm leaving in about a month for salisbury)
- cute jewlery
- GAS CARDS!
if i'm exchanging gifts with you you don't have to get me any of that. but just in case you can't think of anything, there ya go. ♥
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